Thursday, December 29, 2011



Do you loved to solve puzzled games? Do you loved to twist your mind? Or do you loved to arrange words that are scramble? Well, if you do, then it’s your chance to answer the following words. Don’t you worry, all the words have a clue, so base on the clue, and you will now find or guess for the correct answer. It has three levels; easy level, difficult level and the brain twister level. So, are you ready to take the challenge? So if you are now ready, then let’s begin the brain twister challenge.

CLUE:  you can form these four letters into one word, according to the dictionary; this word means to separate something into pieces.
CLUE: you can form these nine letters into two words, it’s a modern gadget and commonly used by the teen-agers now a days, according to the dictionary that I consulted, this word means a portable telephone operated through cellular radio network.
CLUE: you can form these ten letters into two words, people usually used this to avoid late records in the office or in the school, and in other words, this invention was made to wake the people.

CLUE: you can form these seven letters into one word, this word means difficult or uncomfortable to use.
CLUE: you can form these seven letters into one word; this word means to impart the sensation of contact.
CLUE: you can form these six letters into one word, this word means a feeling of resentment or ill, and usually it will last for a long time. This word also is a title of a horror film.

CLUE: you can form these nine letters into two words; this word is a sign of bravery and acceptance.
CLUE: you can form these seven letters into one word; this word is a sign of envy and bitterness.
CLUE: you can form these five letters into one word; this word is a sign of being senseless and being stupid.



I hope you are all good in solving crimes, now, let me measure how smart you are. In this brain challenge, I want you to solve the crime, and find the killer. If you do that, then you are good but if not, just try it again. This time I will not put the answers, it’s for you to find out who is the killer. Hope you like it. .

                In a house, there are 8 active people who interact with each other every day. One Sunday afternoon, the husband was murdered, as the police arrived at the house, they immediately do some investigation and they start to ask the remaining member of the family for further information about the crime, and this was they’re alibis.
Wife: I was at the kitchen, preparing for the snack.
Grandfather: I was at the garden, playing with my grandson.
Driver: I was at the post office to mail some letter.
Maid: I was at my room, looking for my money.
Grandmother: I was placing my clothes in the closet
Daughter: I was taking a bath.
After hearing all of their alibis, the police caught the killer. So, who’s the killer?

                A man was found dead inside of the elevator. Before the incident happened, there are 6 people have accompanied him in the elevator. Immediately, the management call the cops to investigate the incident. Then during the investigation, one of the cops saw a ball pen beside the dead body, then the cop ask the witness who were the people in the elevator that time and these were the names;
Cathy – marketing manager’s secretary
John- messenger
Bert- janitor
Felix – employee
Mary – employee
Rose – elevator girl
Upon knowing these names, the cops immediately caught the killer. So, who’s the killer?

                First day of school, there was a crime at the library, a student was killed using poisonous water inside the librarian room, and there was an investigation, Science teacher, English teacher, math teacher, guard and the janitor.
Science teacher – I was at the laboratory for experiment.
English teacher – I have a meeting that time.
Math teacher – I was doing a card for the final grade.
Guard – I was sleeping
Janitor – I was in the garden.
QUESTION: who is the killer?

Thursday, December 22, 2011

After all, it’s Christmas

People are buying foods because it’s Christmas
People are celebrating because it’s Christmas
People are singing because it’s Christmas
And people are exchanging gift because it’s Christmas

People are quite and kind because it’s Christmas
People are very generous because it’s Christmas
People are so helpful because it’s Christmas
And people are smiling because it’s Christmas

Christmas is everyone’s favourite
Christmas is everyone’s don’t want to forget
Christmas is everyone’s want to celebrate
And Christmas is everyone’s time to exchange gifts

There are people who don’t have a food even if it’s Christmas
There are people who suffer a lot even if it’s Christmas
There are people crying even if it’s Christmas
And there are people hurting each other even if it’s Christmas

Christmas is Christmas after all
This is the time of sharing and love if we sum up it all
There are heartaches and broken relationships that we may encounter
But we should not forget that Christmas is here that we must celebrate
For some, Christmas suck
And there are some who said, Christmas is just f**k
Whatever the words that they want to define
Christmas is coming and let our happiness and love be shine

Have a merry Christmas to all of youJ

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

INEVITABLE (Suspense Short Story)

There was a college student in one of the university in United Kingdom who taking up psychology. In his thesis, he wants to know on whether there is really a third sex, or is there really a homosexual person. That’s why, he really find a way on how he could gather information about his topic, then on his way home, he saw a man standing in front of their house. Joshua (the name of the college student) was surprise, so he ask the man, “What are you doing here?” then the man turns his head and smiled “well, I’m looking for Joshua Saldic?”, “yeah, I’m Joshua Saldic, so what do you want from me?”. then Joshua open the door and let the man enter his house, then they continue talking “Do you have a blog?” the man ask, “Yeah! Why?”, “my boss, accidentally saw your blog, and he is interested about your thesis, and the reason why I’m here is to give you a financial support to pursue your thesis”, Joshua feels happy but at the same time worried because he even don’t know the man talking in front of him but since this is the thesis that Joshua really wants, he now then give the man the overview of his work and the budget of the said thesis, after a while, the man, calls his boss then give the money to Joshua,  before the man leaves, he told Joshua “If you need something,  or more feel free to call me, and by the way, here’s my calling card” then Joshua accept the calling card.
                To gather information about the said thesis, Joshua needs a people who will be his subject so, he call and ask the man, that he needs a real guy (what Joshua means is that, he really need a man not a gay) then after that, Joshua ask a house that his subject will be living with, because Joshua was planning to keep his subject close to him and record every possible behaviour that the guy will act during the whole process. After a week, then man calls Joshua that everything is set and he just wait for Joshua to visit the house and prepare everything. Then Joshua quickly visits the house and set everything like the cameras, the video tape, and many other things. After he finishes everything, the man calls Joshua again for him to be able to meet his subject, and since then he already met Kevin. Kevin is also a college student, and because Kevin also needs a financial support, he takes the invitation for him to have money for his tuition. Well, Kevin is handsome, and has a physically fit body, he is tall and very masculine, and so Joshua thinks that Kevin is a perfect subject. Then after the briefing of what will Kevin do inside the house, finally the test is already begun.
                On the first day of Kevin inside the house, he notices that everything was good, the foods are ready, and the beddings are ready and even the bathroom. Before Kevin enter the house, Joshua told him that there are camera in living room, kitchen, dining room and even to the bedroom but Joshua emphasize that the bathroom and some other place in the house that are considered as so private have no camera that’s why Kevin feels comfortable, and Joshua added that he’s the only one who will be seeing Kevin, so for Kevin there’s nothing to worry about.  One day after, Joshua record all the basic behaviour that Kevin shows inside the house, like sleeping, eating, exercising and watching television. On the second day, Joshua slowly noticed that Kevin already do something unusual like talking to himself and masturbating. Then on the third day, Joshua secretly hide the sex video in the living room for Kevin to watch, so when Kevin already wake up and eat his breakfast, he notices a box so as he opened it, he immediately gives a smile to the camera, because the content of that box are all pornographic videos, but Kevin did not know that, it was a gay sex video, so as Kevin watch it, he was surprise because he is not used to watch gay sex video but after sometime, he already learned to love it.
                Libido is now slowly taking over Kevin; he starts to feels aroused so what he did is that, he went to the bathroom and take some time to release his hot feeling.  Then Joshua wrote to his data sheet, “no one can stop libido, whether you’re a female or male or homosexual, as long as you can see people having sex you will be carried away”. and on the fourth day of the test, Kevin feels that there is something wrong, so he went in front of the camera and he told Joshua that he needs a person whom he can talk to, so Joshua immediately knock at the door and have some talking session to Kevin. Then Joshua found out that Kevin was now under the gender curiosity, so Joshua told Kevin that he is a man and he still love to get mingle with girls, then Joshua decided to leave. After the sixth day, Joshua was starting to get curious of the things that Kevin do inside the house, that’s why he decided to let Kevin be out of the test and since Joshua already gather information.
                Joshua’s next subject is a homosexual, or what they called as “gay”, the same process but this time, Joshua let Arthur (the gay’s name) to see a both female having sex, so even Arthur was a gay the libido still take over his mind and body, then he told Joshua, “I think from now on, I will already love to have sex with girls”, so Joshua’s theory about gender is finally clear. Then Joshua’s next subject is a lesbian, same process, but this time he let the lesbian to see a man to man sex, then the lesbian told Joshua that she now open to have a relationship with a guy. All of the first three subjects have the same length of days staying at the house but except from this last subject that Joshua pick, she’s really a girl, so sweet and so charming, that’s why Joshua feels in love with her, so Joshua takes the same process except from letting the woman watch a sex video. The woman stay for almost two weeks, then three day before Joshua let the woman be free, he notices that the woman is now doing some insane things like cutting his own hair, talking to the things inside the house and many other. And since Joshua was worried about the woman, he decided to enter the house comfort Louisa (the name of the woman). Joshua stay a night in the house and yes, they do sex. When the morning comes, Joshua was surprised because Louisa is about to cut his risk, so Joshua tried to stop her but Louisa run to the kitchen and when she came back, she already holding a knife and she wants to kill Joshua. Joshua tried to run to the bathroom but Louisa block the way, so Joshua decided to outside the room, then he hide from Louisa. “Joshua, Joshua, where are you?” said Louisa, Joshua was hiding at the cabinet that was place in the kitchen, Louisa are scratching the tiles and really wants to find and kill Joshua. Then suddenly, Joshua received a call, “help me!” Joshua whispered, “Joshua! You need to get Louisa out of that house, she’s insane!” then the door of the cabinet opened, “why you are hiding?!!” then Louisa stab Joshua but Joshua kick her then Louisa fell from the ground. Joshua run but he was beaten by Louisa then he fell, Joshua are trying to get out, he crawls and crawls then he finally reach the living room, he try to walk and open the door but he didn’t know that Louisa was on his back, so she stab him, luckily, Joshua hold Louisa and be able to get the knife, then Joshua stab Louisa on her chest that makes Louisa died.
                Then after a week, Joshua finally presents his study and people where really impressed to his work, they are all clapping and give Joshua a standing ovation, so Joshua feels so happy and he look every people in that hall, but he noticed that there is a man standing in the corner of the hall and seems that he don’t like the work of Joshua. So after his defend, Joshua tries to meet that man but unluckily, he was already gone,  Joshua still remember the wardrobe of the man, she was wearing a black pants, and black jacket, he was trying to hide his face. But since there are many people want to congratulate him, Joshua ignored the man. Then after a while, Joshua heard his phone ringing so he got the call, “hello this is Joshua”, “why you killed her?!!” , Joshua was surprise “who is this?”, “it doesn’t matter on who is the hell talking to you, what I’m concerned is, why you killed her?!” “it was an accident, I don’t want to kill her but. . .” “But what?” “but . . .it is inevitable,” “huh? Inevitable? Are you kidding? She could not be killed if you didn’t killed her!”, then Joshua off his phone. Joshua feels so nervous and worried, but he try to conquer it and try to give a smile to those people who congratulates him. And on his way home, it was 7:00 o’clock in the evening, Joshua hears that there is someone following him, so he run and he walk very fast, after he reach his house, he immediately lock the door, then he look at check if there is really a man who wants to kill him, then he was surprise because the man is standing in front of his door while holding the knife that he used to kill Louisa then he slowly step back, when he turn his head. . .”AHHHHHHHHHHHH!”

Thursday, December 15, 2011

The Simbang Gabi Love Story

(Kwentula ni: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.)

Sa tuwing sasapit na ang Disyembre
Hindi ko mapigilang magsaya at ngumiti
Sapagka’t Simbang Gabi na naman
At mabubusog na naman itong matakaw kung tiyan.

Eto talaga ang gusto ko tuwing pasko
Ang maraming pagkain tulad ng bibingka at puto
Kaso nga lang parang merong akong hinahanap
Isang babae na aking mayayakap

Kaya nga, isang araw, may nakasabay akong magandang dalaga
Na talagang, nakakaloko ang beauty niya
Kaya naman, humanap ako ng paraan para makatabi ko siya
Kaya nga lang, ang malas ko, dahil umiba sila ng upuan ng kapatid niya

Inabangan ko siya sa labas ng simbahan
Para naman, makilala ko siya ng lubusan
Kaso nga lang, hindi ko na siya nakita
Baka naman, meron na sa kanya’y kumuha?

Hindi ako nawalan ng pag-asa
Kinabukasan, ay inabangan ko uli siya
Sa wakas! Siya’y narin aking nakita
Kaso nga lang, parang kasama ata ang kuya niya?

Sa panglawang pagkakataon, ako’y umatras
Sapagkat, talagang mahirap
Wrong timing palagi ang aking mga plano
Sana naman bukas, ay mag-isa nalang siya, O’ Diyos ko!

Siguro’y narinig ng Diyos ang aking panalangin
Dahil sa wakas ay mag-isa nalang siyang nanalangin
Kaya naman, hindi ko na inubos ang oras ko sa kakatingin sa kanya
Agad-agad ko siyang nilapitan at kinuha yung number niya

Ang saya-saya ko sa aking nagawa
Dahil sa wakas ay nakausap ko na rin
Yung babae sa aking panalangin
Sana nga lang ay single pa siya, at ready ng makipag mingle

Tinanong ko siya, kung okay lang manligaw sa kanya
Tiningnan lang niya ako at sabay sabing “parang hindi ko pa ata kaya”
Tapos nalaman ko na kabe-break lang pala niya
Sa ex-boyfriend niya, na ayon sa kanya, minahal talaga niya ng sobra.

Ako’y napaupo at napa-isip
Kung ipagpatuloy ko ba o wag na muna
Baka kasi masamain niya
At sabihan pa akong “manhid ka ba?”

Sa bawat simba na kami ang magkasama
Sa bawat hawak ng kamay pag nagsisimula na ang kanta
At sa bawat ngiti na ibinibigay niya
Para bang malalag-lag na puso ko sa kanya

Malapit ng matapos ang simbang gabi
Hindi ko parin sa kanya masabi
Kung anong tunay kung nararamdaman
At kung ano ang sigaw ng puso kung luhaan.

Sa wakas at December 24 na
Handing-handa na akong ipagtapat sa kanya
May dala pa akong bulaklak at tsokolate
Para naman masabi niya, nag effort talaga ang torpe

Habang siya’y papunta ng simbahan
Hindi ko sa kanya pinaalam
Na ako’y nasa kanya lamang likuran
Habang hawak-hawak ang ibinigay kung laruan

Ng nakaabot na siya sa may simbahan
May nakita akong lalaki sa may gasolinahan
Parang may iniintay siya
Sana naman, hindi yung babaeng liligawan ko pa

Nabitawan ko ang rosas kung dala
Dahil, nakita kung yakap-yakap niya
Ang lalaki na aking sinasabi
At holding hands pa sila sa may tabi

Umiyak ako at umuwi
Dahil pakiramdam ko’y, sinaktan niya ako ng paulit-ulit
Tinawagan niya ako at tinetext pa
Kaya naglakas loob akong magpakita sa kanya

Habang siya’y paparating
Ka holding hands yung lalaki sa dilim
Pinipigian  ko ang akins sarili
Baka kasi masuntok ko yung lalaki

“I would like you to meet my cousin” ang sabi niya
Na shock ako at napailing pa
“akala ko’y boyfriend mo siya?”
At nagtawanan nalang sila

Itinuloy ko ang aking balak
At bumili ako ulit ng mga bulaklak
Ngayon ay girlfriend ko na siya
At ang saya-saya talaga

Nagpapasalamat ako dahil may simbang gabi
At nakita ko naring ang babae na gusto kung makatabi
And I really feel so happy
And it’s all because of the simbang gabi love story.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

T.F.D (The Filipino Diaspora)

(Tula ni: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.)

Bago pa ako magsimula sa tula kung ito
Nais ko lang sabihin sa makakbasa nito
Na ang hangarin ko’y mapasaya lamang kayo
At ayokong magkaroon ng conflict dahil ditto.

Ako’y magsisimula na
At ihanda niyo na ang inyong bibig sa pagbasa
Pagka’t eto na ang mga kaibigan ko sa TFD
O ang tinatawag naming, The Filipino Diaspora

Nestor De Paz ang kanyang FB name
At hindi ko inaasahang siya ay magaling
Magaling, mambola at magpatawa
Kaya naman, sa palagay ko, swerte ang kanyang pamilya

Siya ay si Sittie Cates
Isang maganda at siguro’y mabait
Kaso nga lang ako’y nagtataka
Eh kasi, parang mas gusto pa niya sa gabi maghanap ng makakachika?

-Brewed Coffee-
Uy! Eto na si Brewed Coffee
For sure nakuha niya ang kanyang pangalan sa isang kape
Sana lang ay hindi siya mapait
Siguro naman ay hindi dahil nanay na nanay siya sa amin kahit kami ay makulit

-Bling Triond-
Eton ang artistahing naming kaibigan
At ang sabi niya, Bling Triond daw ang kanyang pangalan
Kaya naman madaming TFD members’ ang nagkakacrush sa kanya
Kahit nga si Marie ay kinikilig sa kanya

Ang pangalan niya ay Marie
Conscious na conscious sa kanyang body
Siguro siya talaga ay nagpapaganda
Para mapansin siya ng crush niya (Biro langJ)

-Donald Pagulong-
Donald Pagulong ang kanyang tunay na pangalan
Papaleng naman ang tawag ng kanyang mga kaibigan
Father na father talaga ang turing naming sa kanya
Kaya naman naiintindihan naming kung minsan ay wala siya

-Bobie Cayao-
Bobie, Bobie, Bobie
Parang kang tutubi
Kasi minsan kalang naming mahuli
At minsan lang din makatambay sa TFD

-Franklin Vios-
Ikaw naman pareng Franklin
Ang apelyido mo ay mamahalin
Sana naman ay mas makilala pa kita
Para marami pa akong maisulat sinta.

-JC Pineda-
Narito na sa wakas si pareng JC Pineda
Na minsan na kaming pinag-alala
Dahil sa sakit na kanyang dinadala
At ngayon na ayos na siya, nagpapasalamat kami sa Diyos ng bonggang-bongga.

-Elyson Encarnacion-
Hello sayo pareng Elyson
Sana’y hindi mo ito mabasa ngayon
Sapagkat ako’y nahihirapan na
At nauubusan na ng maisulat di tulad ng iba.

-Macherie TFD-
Meron pa pala akong e-hahabol
Macherie TFD na sa kanya’y aming call
Siya ay maganda at talagang successful na
Pagdating sa kanyang blog na talagang maganda katulad niya.

Kaya naman, ako’y humihingi ng tawad
Para sa mga taong nakalimutan kung maisulat
Talagang sorry sa inyo
Dahil hanggang ditto nalang talaga ang tula kung ito.

Sana’y nagustuhan niyo. . .

Monday, December 12, 2011


Libya was a part of African Country
Wherein it was located in the northern part of Egyptian community
It was then a silent city
But we were shocked of what is the news today.

Libya was now destructed by angry individual
Who wants to be free from the old precedential?
Many citizens have wasted their lives
Because of these non sense political rites.

Do the people saw what they are doing?
They don’t know that many are suffering
Because of the selfishness and hungry of the power
Many had cried and many did not survive

Love is the only thing they need
In order for the country to be developed and succeed
People should think of what are the beneficial to others
And stop this foolishness and start to hug one another

Now, Libya are starting to collapsed
Hopefully, one day, war will now be stopped
So that, children in the future will not be afraid
In continue to live in a life that was full of hope and love.

Hindi Tayo Para sa Isa’t-isa

(kwentula ni: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr)

Dose anyos palang ng tayo’y naging magsyota
Pinigilan ko ang aking sarili dahil meron akong isang salita
Kaya naman ng naiwan tayong dalawa sa bahay ni Tita
Umiwas akong tumabi sayo dahil baka hidi ko makaya

Tinago natin sa ating mga kamag-anak at ating pamilya
Na ako at ikaw ay nagmamahalan na
Kasi naman, tayong dalawa ay magkamag-anak  pala
Kaya naman, iniwasan natin ang isat-isa

Limang taon tayong hindi nagkita
Dahil kinailangan nating maghiwalay para sa kanila
Kaya naman ng nalaman  ko na ako’y iiwan mo na
Hindi ako nagdalawang isip na itanan kita

Nagalit ang lahat sa atin ng tayo’y lumayo
Tiniis nalang natin at kailangan magtago
Oo masakit, pero mas hindi ko kakayanin
Kung mawala ka sakin at ang baby nating paparating

Ng ako’y naghahanap ng trabaho para mabuhay ko kayo
Meron tumawag sakin, at ang sabi “Hoy! Gago!”
Nabigla ako at kumaripas ng takbo
Akala ko kung sino, yun pala ang otol ko
Ilang saglit ay narealize ko
Na ang tinig palang iyon, ay galing sa otol ko
Binalikan ko sya kung saan ako nanggaling
Kaya lang ako’y minalas dahil wala na ang otol kung magaling

Unang gabi natin ng tayo’y nagsama
At ang pakiramdam ko ay ang saya-saya
Kahit saan man tayo magpunta
Magiging Masaya ako sa piling mo sinta

Dalawang buwan palang ng tayo’y nag live-in
Pero bakit kaya ang pakiramdam ko’y ayaw mo na sa akin
Madalas mo akong ina-away
Siguro’y gusto mo lang akong palaging nasa bahay

Nung una, ay naiitindihan pa kita
Pero ng naglaon ay, ako’y nasasakal na
Siguro nga’y totoo ang sabi nila
Na hindi madali ang maging batang ama

Kaya naman, ng ako’y lumuwas ng Maynila
Bigla mo akong tinawagan at sinabing “ako’y aalis na”
Ako’y nabigla sa iyong sinabi
At napaiyak na lamang sa isang tabi

Limang taon ang nakalipas
At yumaman narin ako sa wakas
Binalikan kita at ang ating anak
Kaya nga lang ako’y nabigla sa kanilang inulat

Namatay na ang babeng pinkamamahal ko
Sakit daw niya’y cancer sa bato
Yun pala ang kanyang naging dahilan
Kung bakit niyang naisip na akoy iniwan

Ngayon, malaki na ang anak natin
At naisip ko na siya ay dalhin
Sa tahanan na sana’y aming titirhan
At ikaw Hanna na lubos kung minahal

Siguro nga’y hindi kami para sa isa’t-isa
Kayan naman ay napagisip-isp ko na
Kailangan ko nalang pagtu-unang pansin
Walang iba, kung hindi ang prinsesa namin

***THE END***

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Highschool Love

(kwentula ni: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.)

Ako’y isang highschool student
Hindi gwapo, hindi mayaman pero talagang mabait
Kahit sabi ng mga kaibigan ko, akoy hindi pangit
Eh anong magagawa ko, kung yun ang sabi ng salamin naming mapanglait

Akala ko’y okay na ang maging matalino
Yun pala, kailangan ding maging gwapo
Para naman mapansin ako ng crush ko
At maramdaman ko din ang salitang “I Love You”

Kaya naman  isang araw
Nakita ko ang crush ko na ang kagandahan ay talagang nakakasilaw
Bumili siya sa aming maliit na tindahan
Ng isang softdrink at isang masarap na ulam

Habang siya ay paparating
Hinihingal ako na para bang hinahabol ng pating
At ng ibinuka niya ang kanyang namumulang labi
Parang ang sarap kagatin na parang mansanas na Fuji

“Pabili po ng softdrink” ang sabi niya sa akin
Hindi ako nakasagot dahil sa tinig niyang napakalambing
“Meron po ba kayong softdrink?” tanong niya ulit sa akin
“Aba OO” sagot ko sa kanya ng napakatulin
Siguro’y nahalata niya na ako’y kinakabahan
Kaya naman, dali-dali siyang umalis sa aking harapan
Nabigla ako sa kanyang ginawa
Kaya naman, sinundan ko siya at iniiwasan na akoy kanyang Makita

Kinabukasan, habang ako’y nag-aaral sa aming library
May narinig akong nagsasalit na para bang tinig ng babae
Hinanap ko siya para siya’y aking Makita
Ako’y nabigla dahil ang crush ko pala na si “Angela”

Naglakas loob akong pumunta sa kanya
At nag-usap kami na para bang close friend na niya
Natuwa ako at napangiti
Kaya nayakap ko siya at nahalikan sa labi

Sinampal niya ako at sinuntok
Hindi pa siya nakontento at hinampas ba ang aking batok
Humingi ako ng tawad at ako’y nagmamaka-awa
Kaya nga lang, nagalit siya sa akin at ako’y kinawawa

Simula noon ako’y kinalaban na niya
 At kung minsan, ay minumura pa
Kahit ganon pa ang kanyang approach sa akin
Mamahalin ko parin siya at nangangakong hindi papaiyakin

Sa wakas, ga-graduate na kami
Kaya nga lang, hindi ako masyadong happy
Dahil hindi pa niya ako napapatawad
Kahit apat na taon na ang nakalipas

Binigyan ko siya ng isang sulat
Hindi ko inakala na ito’y kanyang isisiwalat
Inaamin ko na ako’y napahiya
Dahil sa kanyang ginawa

Kaya naman, hinila ko siya sa stage at piniwersang binaba
Kahit maraming tao ang nakakakita
Hindi ko na kasing makayanan  ang kanyang pinag-gagawa
Kaya naman nadala ko siya sa CR na hindi pa gawa

Sumisigaw siya na para bang niri-rape ko siya
Kaya naman nahalikan ko ulit siya
Pero bakit parang gusto na niya
Kaya nagpatuloy kami sa aming ginagawa

Tumagal ng limang minuto ang aming paghahalikan
At ng siya’y aking magisnan
Hindi na luha ang aking nagisnan
Kung hindi ang malambot niyang ngiti na parang unan

Simula noon, kami na ay officially “ON”
Dahil sa nangyari sa loob ng CR noon
Ngayon ay third year college na kami
At masasabi kong our relationship is becoming stronger everydayJ

***THE END***


Friday, December 9, 2011


The last time I saw her,
I can still see her beautiful smile.
The last I saw her,
She never had been out of my mind.

The last time I saw her,
I was mad because I forgot her name.
The last time I saw her,
I was mad because she forgets what was my name.

The last time I saw her,
She’s told me that she love me.
The last time I saw her
She gives me her hug and she cried at me.

The last time I saw her,
She was sitting at her balcony.
The last time I saw her,
She never had been stop in believing.

Until the last time I saw her
She holds my hand and say thank you for me
Because the last time I saw her
That was the last time she could spend her life living with me.

A letter from John

He was one of my best friends, his name was John, and he always makes me laugh and smile. I can’t forget him, every day in my life, I always think about him because, if not because of him, maybe right now, I can’t see and experience the beautiful side of life. He was one of my inspirations to continue my dreams, and he was then the reason why I become a successful man today. After that accident, I can still remember that he gave me a letter and that letter was from John. I read it again and this was the contained of his letter.

Dear best,
       From the moment that we became friend, you always make me strong by the things that you said and the promises that you promise to me. You know that I’m not that good in making a letter, but I really tried my best to do this.
We cannot deny the fact that I grow up in a world that was so mean to me. Remember that time when I saw you at the bridge? You ask me to help you, to find your home, but I did not help you because I can’t understand what you are saying. You were 7 years of age that time. I always laughing when you said that you will be die if you cannot see your mom and dad, and you always got mad if I did that. Remember those times when I always using you to get a food from the store of Mrs Rosario? She always wanted us to be in jailed but she can’t do it because of you. With your cute smile and cute face, no one in the village wants us to be thrown.
Since then, I choose you to stay with me. Until such time, I did not tell you that I already found your home. Even though I know that your mother was totally upset of what had happen, I still choose to shut my mouth. I know it was a sin, but I don’t want to be alone again and I don’t want you to leave me in this miserable life. Maybe I was that so desperate to make you stay and I was so selfish, but that is not my point. You make my day lovelier than it seems and you make my life so colourful. I hope you understand, I consider you now as my best friend and forever we will be best.
I think I have to end up my letter at this point, because i don’t want to remember all of the moment that we had because it only makes my tears fall. Always remember, pray before you sleep and before you eat for the Lord always blesses those person who always calling his name.
Thanks for the memorable moment, and now that you return to your original home, I hope your dreams will come true and thank you for the offer, I really can’t accept it because it was, for me, the only way to say sorry to you and to your family. Thanks for being with me for about 6 years, it was a great experience. Love your parents ok?
Always be there for you,

This was my favourite letter; I always read it before I will go to the office, now that I already 24 years old, I now understand him, why he keeps on telling me about life and about family. Before he dies on a car accident, because he was hit by a car, this word was never removed out of my mind. Before I sleep, it always coming back, the good memories, that’s why every time when I go to sleep, I can’t help to cry. He was then a very good friend, a very good best friend and no one can replace him in my heart and in my soul. He was my idol and the letter that is in my hand, was the letter from John.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011


When I say goodbye to you
You never knew how hard to make it through
Loving someone like you
Is the happiest thing that I ever do?

When I say goodbye to you
My heart stop in beating so
You told me that I have to leave you
But what will I do if I still love you?

When I say goodbye to you
You told me that it’s hard for you
But why is it when I look at you
It seems that you’re happy to know that I will finally give up on you

I never see you for almost a year
Thank God, because I finally leave the tears
Now, I found the girl that I will love for the rest of my life
And hopefully, you found yourself in the midst of eternal life.